Ellie is a happily married woman for 29 years. She has been blessed, with two beautiful children—a lovely daughter and a sweet son.
Since childhood, she was seeing herself as a vision, which was not associated with the body at all. The question was arising, “Who am I?” This was never answered and it was there in her heart for a long time… Since the year 2001, she has been inspired: To get to know who she is, To find what she is searching for
For the past few years, she has had wonderful experiences by “going within,” meditating and discovering the Truth. The Truth reveals itself to itself by itself.
She would like to share these experiences with you. She hopes that by reading her story, you also get inspired to “go within” and “discover” who you really are, and also find the authentic joy that resides within.
This is simply a discovery, not to become anyone or anything. Remember: Joy is already there, it just needs to be uncovered. We learn to go within and to be a witness of the “nothingness.” It may be frightening at the beginning. All our life we want to be somebody and add something to ourselves and now we will face “nothingness.” She wishes you all patience and the best of luck on this path. Please know that this is the best thing and the most important thing that you can do for yourself.
Interview recorded 10/16/2011
Italian subtitled version of this interview.
YouTube Video Chapters:
- 00:00:00 – Introduction: Buddha at the Gas Pump
- 00:04:06 – The Invisible Vision
- 00:08:51 – Searching for Meaning and Purpose
- 00:13:56 – A Powerful Energy Experience
- 00:18:27 – Kundalini Awakening and Energy Healing
- 00:22:24 – Seeking Help for Kundalini Blockage
- 00:26:49 – The Power of Meditation
- 00:31:04 – The Powerful Meditation Experience
- 00:35:39 – A Love Affair with the Divine
- 00:39:21 – The 7 Stages of Self-Realization in Sufism
- 00:43:37 – A Love Affair with Uncertainty
- 00:49:06 – Experiencing Oneness and Duality
- 00:53:01 – Embracing Oneness and Love
- 00:57:45 – The Kingdom of God Within You
- 01:02:04 – Surrendering the Mind
- 01:06:07 – The Path to Self-Realization
- 01:10:46 – The Path to Awakening
- 01:15:26 – The Importance of Personal Experience
- 01:18:55 – Understanding, Realization, and Liberation
- 01:23:07 – The Truth and the Mind
- 01:27:21: Disappointment and the Path of Meditation
- 01:31:09 – The Truth of Oneness
- 01:35:36 – The Illusion of Reality
- 01:40:13 – The Beauty of Variety
- 01:43:52 – Different Ways of Meditation
- 01:48:01 – Surrendering the Mind and Knowing Yourself
- 01:51:29 – Surrender to the Burning Desire
- 01:55:56 – The Truth in Awareness
- 02:00:45 – The Illusion of Happening and Unfolding in Here
- 02:05:44 – The Benefits of the Conversation
- 02:09:02 – Conclusion and Upcoming Interview with Gangaji
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