331. Salvadore Poe

Salvadore Poe was a successful musician from New York, making records, touring, having videos on MTV, and doing film scores when in 1997 he had a life-changing experience that propelled him on a single-pointed inquiry in search of enlightenment. During the next seven years, he immersed himself in intensive retreats in USA, Europe, and India, met many teachers, including U.G. Krishnamurti, Douglas Harding, Toni Packer, among others, and eventually moved to India where he lived for two years in the ashram of Ajja, a recognized spiritual master, and then for a year in the ashram of another spiritual master, Siva Sakthi Ammaiyar. During all these years he meditated countless hours, had numerous mystical, transcendent experiences, and then finally, frustrated with it all, met his last teacher, Dolano in 2004, and his search was over. Eight years later, living an ordinary life making music in India, someone he met asked him to work one on one with a spiritual seeker.

Since then Salvadore has been offering a means of inquiry intended to let you come to know for yourself that you are now and always have been complete, whole, lacking nothing and free. This recognition, when true and doubtless, ends seeking automatically, as it is seen that what you have been seeking is already true and realized. What has kept you from this ‘knowing’ are all of the myriad ideas, beliefs, and spiritual concepts given to you by culture and religion, which you have taken for granted without really investigating. But once clearly investigated they all fall, leaving you at ease here and now with and as what is. Seeking is finished, there is no cause of it any longer. Life is lived at ease.

Salvadore currently divides his time between India and New York State, writing and recording music and sharing the inquiries.

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Transcript of this interview.

Interview recorded 2/6/2016

YouTube Video Chapters:

  • 00:00:00 – An Awakening Plea for Help
  • 00:05:12 – A Life-Changing Moment
  • 00:09:29 – The Search for Enlightenment through Drugs and Meditation
  • 00:13:31 – The Light is Going to Come for You
  • 00:17:54 – Frustration with Seeking and the Shift to Knowing
  • 00:21:54 – The Wind-Down of Conditioning
  • 00:25:29 – The End of Seeking
  • 00:29:30 – Recognizing the True Nature of Oneself
  • 00:33:17 – The Integration of Transcendence and Imminence
  • 00:36:41 – The Natural State of Consciousness
  • 00:40:13 – The Unknowing
  • 00:44:04 – The Shift of Knowing
  • 00:47:33 – The misidentification of a separate self
  • 00:49:49 – The Birth of Compassion
  • 00:52:17 – The Illusion of Lost Thoughts
  • 00:56:00 – Delineation between consciousness and awareness
  • 01:00:02 – Purification of the Mind
  • 01:04:16 – Recognizing the Sense of Lack
  • 01:07:41 – The Journey of Self-Discovery
  • 01:11:07 – Stabilizing Certainty and Clarity
  • 01:15:13 – The Illusion of Self and Strengthening Intention
  • 01:19:12 – The Illusion of the Self
  • 01:22:56 – Levels of Spiritual Maturity
  • 01:26:25 – Evidence of Reincarnation and Alternative Explanations
  • 01:29:59 – The Illusion of Solid Form
  • 01:33:24 – The Knowing Itself
  • 01:37:09 – The Experience of Enlightenment
  • 01:41:20 – The Impact of Awakening on Personality and Society
  • 01:44:42 – The Impact of the Internet on Education
  • 01:49:29 – The Nature of Awareness
  • 01:55:50 – Wrapping Up and Thank You

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327. John Astin

John Astin is the author of three collections of poetic and prose reflections on the non-dual nature of reality, Too Intimate for Words, (2005) This Is Always Enough(2007), and Searching for Rain in a Monsoon (2012). He is presently at work on a new book, It’s Not What You Think It Is: Reflections on the Inconceivable Nature of Reality. Along with his writing and teaching, John is also a singer, songwriter and recording artist who since 1987 has produced seven CDs of original spiritual/contemplative music including his most recent release, What We’ve Always Been.

In addition to his writing and music, John also holds a PhD in health psychology and is an internationally acclaimed scholar in the field of mind-body medicine, his research focusing on the applications of meditative/contemplative practices in psychology and health care.

For information about John’s work, visit www.johnastin.com.

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Transcript of this interview

Interview recorded 1/9/2016

YouTube Video Chapters:

  • 00:00:00 – Introduction to Buddha at the Gas Pump
  • 00:04:18 – The Beginning of a Journey of Self-Exploration
  • 00:09:43 – Struggling and Seeking for Enlightenment
  • 00:16:13 – The Paradox of Awakening
  • 00:23:10 – The Mystery of God and the Absolute
  • 00:30:30 – The Continuous Awareness That Doesn’t Change
  • 00:35:18 – The Unfathomable Nature of Reality
  • 00:39:26 – The Indescribability of Experience
  • 00:42:59 – The Equalness of Experience
  • 00:46:58 – Applying Curiosity to Our Own Experience
  • 00:50:53 – Investigating the Experience of Anxiety
  • 00:54:49 – The Abstraction of Anxiety
  • 00:58:16 – The Practical Utility of Spiritual Development
  • 01:02:32 – Exploring the Nature of Experience
  • 01:05:58 – Awe-Inspiring Complexity and Intelligence
  • 01:10:00 – The Universe Inside the Touch
  • 01:13:53 – The Sensitivity of Non-Conceptual Dimensions of Experience
  • 01:17:42 – The Authority of Spiritual Teachers
  • 01:22:04 – Letting Experience be the Authority
  • 01:26:20 – The Nature of Devotion and the Role of the Teacher
  • 01:30:46 – The Value of Transmission and Devotion
  • 01:34:21 – Treating Others with Respect and Devotion
  • 01:40:07 – Reflections on the Spiritual Path
  • 01:48:31 – The Wholesome Way and Discovering What Truly Interests Us
  • 01:51:47 – The Importance of Personal Experience in Spiritual Practice
  • 01:55:12 – Picking up on the Little Things
  • 01:58:24 – Finding Ease within the Flow of Experience
  • 02:02:50 – Embracing uncertainty and holding perspectives loosely
  • 02:06:30 – A Chuckle at Materialists
  • 02:11:34 – Beyond ideas of right and wrong
  • 02:17:22 – Conclusion and Thank You

291. Chris Beckett

Until two years ago, my only interest in spirituality was self-improvement. I wasn’t interested in what was true, only to make my experience better. For whatever reason, I just didn’t care. About five years ago I turned abruptly away from any kind of self-improvement. I had felt a shift in my being, and I knew the ‘unknown’ was chasing after me. I intuitively knew that If I explored my experience, I would be broken open and transformed in some way. So I found subtle ways of avoiding myself. I avoided immersing myself in nature which I had previously gained so much nurturing from. At the same time my being began to change where I was shifting into a place where I felt a deep trust in life, even though there was no conscious recognition. I just felt good about life and being alive.

So I was very happy with my life, and I felt It was being refined and would only get better. I would have these days or hours where certainty would fall away, but somehow it just seemed natural. Then at the start of Feb 2013 year, a catalytic process began from a single moment. For the first few days, I was fine but after a few more days I had completely given up hope on everything. I knew that I would not get what I needed through my life as it is, and I intuitively knew I was in a process that could not be stopped. I knew I could not escape, so I gave up simply because there was nothing else to do. I remember saying to my close friends ‘I’m dying’. It was the only thing I knew. Then after a week, I had a sense that I had to calm my mind a little. That evening I was sitting on my bed reading a book by Adyashanti called ‘The End of Your World’. As I read a sentence that ended in ‘and you are not your thoughts’, a switch turned on in my being, something fell away, and I just knew I wasn’t my thoughts. I remember I kept saying aloud ‘I’m not my thoughts’ again and again. At some point, I then asked ‘then what am I’ (I’d never asked myself this until now), and in some way, I began to recognize being was ‘one thing’. The experience was In a minuscule way intellectual, it was mostly a physical experience. My body had more energy flowing through it than ever before and felt insight was experienced at regular intervals. At the same time as the opening, a movement arose that knew there was more to fall away. The last two and a half years have been about that falling away, about living a human life from truth.

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Some of Chris’s music.

Transcript of this interview

Interview recorded 5/9/2015

YouTube Video Chapters:

  • 00:00:00 – Introduction to Buddha at the Gas Pump
  • 00:04:16 – The Fear of Transformation
  • 00:08:09 – Life Falling Apart
  • 00:11:29 – Recognition of a Deep Process
  • 00:15:07 – Realizing the Unity of Everything
  • 00:19:02 – Experiencing Physical Changes and Kundalini Awakening
  • 00:22:55 – A Sense of Unity and Wholeness
  • 00:27:13 – The Unity of Consciousness
  • 00:30:43 – From Head to Heart to Belly: The Awakening Journey
  • 00:34:06 – The Sense of Enlivenment
  • 00:37:14 – Dissolving the Past
  • 00:40:12 – Deep Sense from the Start
  • 00:43:05 – Falling in love with life more
  • 00:45:45 – A Sense of Intimacy with Others’ Difficulties
  • 00:48:37 – The Indescribable Nature of Existence
  • 00:51:57 – The Transition to Honesty
  • 00:55:17 – Being Honest in Interactions
  • 00:57:49 – The Impact of Awakening on Relationships
  • 01:00:24 – Being an Ocean and Feeling the Whole Process
  • 01:03:34 – Intimacy with Your Own Experience
  • 01:05:58 – A Conversation on Reverence and Sensitivity
  • 01:08:30 – The Importance of Openness in Teaching
  • 01:11:32 – Helping Students Overcome Mistakes
  • 01:14:43 – Progression of a Musician from Head to Heart to Belly
  • 01:17:36 – Communicating Through Music
  • 01:20:33 – Confidence and Letting Go in Music Performance
  • 01:23:29 – The Flow State in Learning Hinduism
  • 01:25:41 – Teaching Music over Skype
  • 01:28:33 – Opening up to True Honesty
  • 01:31:52 – The Beauty of Living a Deep Life
  • 01:34:33 – Providing Guidance and Inspiration