401. Pernilla Lillarose

Pernilla LillaroseAfter connecting with Joel Goldsmiths’ teachings in 1987, Pernilla had a life-changing awakening, realizing Love is All there is. After the initial three months’ free Bliss ride, she went straight from heaven to hell for the next many months. This started her journey back Home, learning step-by-step how to arrive with all parts intact – none left behind – with her Heart as her Teacher.

This journey Home includes teachers like Joel S. Goldsmith, Barry Long, the Ayahuasca plant, Gangaji, Adyashanti, The Hakomi training, Deeksha, and Dr. Joe Dispenza.

All these wonderful teachers helped her get more stabilized as Presence and realize the healing and transforming power of Self Love, dissolving the misperceived duality into embodied Oneness.

Out of this journey emerged the simple ‘how-to’ steps, which are incorporated in her life and work.

Pernilla is a certified Hakomi Practitioner with a private practice in the Santa Cruz mountains. She is a meditation teacher at UCSC and founder of ‘Women Standing For Love/Young Women Empowerment Circle.’

She calls herself a Self Love Mystic & Mentor and loves to support her clients bridging the gap between who they truly are and who they think they are or – should be.

Website: divinefeminineflow.com

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Summary and transcript of this interview

Interview recorded 5/20/2017

Video and audio below. Audio also available as a Podcast.

YouTube Video Chapters:

  • 00:00:00 – Introduction to Buddha at the Gas Pump
  • 00:04:58 – The Journey to Find a Book
  • 00:09:17 – Confusion and Control
  • 00:12:48 – Regaining My Spine and Finding My Bearings
  • 00:16:17 – Trusting Our Inner Wisdom
  • 00:19:23 – The Importance of the Company You Keep
  • 00:22:44 – Embracing Your True Self
  • 00:26:10 – Living in Oneness with Myself
  • 00:29:26 – The Journey of Self-Discovery and Healing
  • 00:32:51 – Embodying the True Nature
  • 00:36:28 – Finding Balance and Integration
  • 00:39:49 – The Energy of Resistance
  • 00:43:10 – Kindness and Non-Dual Teachings
  • 00:46:30 – Finding the Ground of our Being
  • 00:49:34 – Awakening to a New Perspective
  • 00:53:00 – Exploring Different Awakenings and Satsang Teachers
  • 00:56:16 – Bees in the Garden
  • 00:59:32 – Following the Divine Path
  • 01:02:37 – Surfing the Waves of Self-Love
  • 01:06:14 – The Power of Allowing and Resisting
  • 01:09:39 – Troubling Issues with Spiritual Teachers
  • 01:12:55 – What Enlightenment Should Look Like
  • 01:16:22 – Finding Enlightenment in Everyday Interactions
  • 01:19:27 – Dealing with Anger
  • 01:22:56 – Making Space for Anxiety
  • 01:26:07 – Unresolved Trauma and Personal Growth
  • 01:29:13 – Creating Community and Self-Love in the New Energy
  • 01:32:34 – Embracing Our Weirdness
  • 01:35:43 – The Power of Authenticity
  • 01:39:04 – Embracing Higher Consciousness
  • 01:42:28 – Upcoming Guests and Support Options

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