067. Zahir Khan

I looked for something outside myself – some mystical state I thought would make my life work – and I traveled and drifted for years in search of it. Life was failing, and in order to make it better, I thought I needed to get enlightened. The story of me contained pain and suffering and I wanted it to stop. I wanted the house, the car, the beautiful wife, the ability to look my peers in the eyes and feel their equal. To be a man. So to do this, I undertook a myriad of methods, teachers and schools. In the end, it meant nothing. It was a story just like any other – nothing special, yet the joy of realizing that I was what I’d always wanted to be, let the pain go and it was realized that there had never been pain – just an idea of it. Even seeking was perfect, because it was life and life, with its ups and downs, is perfect. It is a question and answer and it is us, not separate or something special. We can’t separate from life any more then we can separate from ourselves, and even those who argue that we are separate know it’s just an idea – a thought – and it’s an idea that they struggle to drop. JUST DROP IT. Now Zahir sees he always was what he sought, even when he was looking for it, and so are you. If you feel you need to know that, then fine, and if there is no need to know, that’s fine too. Different colors, same rainbow.

Zahir’s email: spatoutthewhale@gmail.com

Zahir’s YouTube channel

Interview recorded 4/10/2011.

Video and audio below. Audio also available as a Podcast. Due to technical problems, this video contains only still shots of Zahir, while Rick’s video is normal.

6 thoughts on “067. Zahir Khan

  1. Just another ordinary guy humbled by the unspeakable, soul-wrenching, wondrous, awe-inspiring mystery. Perfect!

    Am I detecting a recurring theme here? That fire-breathing “both/and” dragon of paradox keeps reappearing, mercilessly, indiscriminately devouring every ‘certain’ point of view that dares to enter its den.

    Fools rush in where angels fear to tread :]]

  2. With respect to Zahir, who may or may not be following this thread, I’d like to give my take on things.
    As far as teachers, many will agree it comes down to what resonates with who. And there can be many reasons, subtle and not so subtle, for why there can be love at first sight, or fervent disdain for example.
    In the case of Zahir, I was feeling like woh, he’s out of the gates and chatting like a schoolgirl the entire time. It’s unusual. Now if I felt something behind the speedy persona, a quiet energy or transmission for example, then the outward stuff wouldn’t be a problem. But I don’t feel it. So what I’m left with is this frantic non-stop persona that ends up making me anxious and on edge.
    I have nothing against Zahir. I wish him the best. I hope his awakening is legit and grounded, and if so, that presumably he will help many people. I just don’t resonate. And that is my 2 cents.

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